终于在一个灰蒙蒙的早晨，我决定忽略无能的快递公司，亲自去那荒芜之地中央的TNT仓库，找回我的笔记本。
然后，一个小时之后，我就...拿到手了？
一下火车就转向，想当然的以为一个巨型仓库建筑很容易找，结果发现方圆十公里内全部是巨型仓库建筑。于是乱撞找到一家修车店，店员说离这里太远，决定开车载我去。结果他也转向，停到路边再次问路终于找到快递公司，发现是一座巨型仓库建筑包围中的中型仓库建筑。
走到窗口，递给他包裹号，以意大利人的耐心等了一小会儿，交付了数额不小的搁置费，笔记本就回到我手里了。
就这样？就结束了？
当然没有。根据美国总公司所讲，风扇仍然没有正常运转。
不过无所谓了，管他的，回来了就好。回家路上止不住的小开心。

窃以为，这是新一年好运的兆头。

Finally, eventually, ultimately, at last, in the end, I've gotten my laptop back.
Let's celebrate the magnificent italian efficiency! Cheers, mate.

I feel so out of places, everywhere.

用了一晚上时间，把四散在各个免费相册的照片重新上传到BlogBus的服务器上，又一个个打开日志将照片链接替换掉。也不得已重新回顾这三年来的零碎心情。
发现自己还是在左顾右盼中坚持了一些事情；不多，但还是在坚持。

Some of the words that were hidden between the blocks are visible now. Most of them are about the break up. Knowing my initial intention was to let someone to discover them by chance, I think I was insisting on something; not much, but still something.

然后我就这样回来了。没有太多像样的天气，没有太多像样的照片，没有太多像样的心情。"新年新气象"的口号早早的被挫败。
"焉知非福"是句毫无道理的话。我就是不知道了，我就是看不出来。

And weirdly I found myself quite at home being alone again; or, maybe I shoudn't be surprised.
Copenhagen reminded me a lot of Ljubljana, so much so the night it snowed I almost liked the city. Then the second day all the white was gone, leaving only sea breeze blowing hard, through out the rest of the days I spent there.
Eventually it's not about the places.