明天电脑送修。传说和亲身经历告诉我意大利效率低的坦坦荡荡，于是也就不太担心什么时候能修好了——反正会很久。但的确是很怕失去联络，因为此事还很痴心妄想的在eBay上看了好一阵可以无线上网PDA。然后记起了我的财务状况，在第一次被标过时便放弃了。未来不短的时间内我都会过着与世隔绝的生活；此时此刻我在尽力享受。
不过PDA确实很诱人啊...

Laptop goes to service shop tomorrow for repairing, which rumors and personal experiencs all indicated to be a long process. And I'm afraid of losing contact so much I seriously researched on eBay for wifi pda and even bade on one just before I recalled my financial situation and gave up at the first moment someone raised the price. So there won't be internet for quite a while and I'm still hating it.
Although I might rent a laptop for the gap, if I can find a place to do so.

祸不单行。昨晚，电脑显卡失灵。意味着，除了开机，无法3D，无法PS，无法电影，无法游戏——那我还能干什么？
于是深夜里我崩溃了一把。

Bad things come in pairs. Last night the video card in my laptop broke down. Laptop still works, but anything related to video card is impossible — 3D, Photoshop, movies, games — what CAN I do now?
So in the middle of the night I broke down too, swearing and tearing. It just seems never ending. Nothing went according to plan and, I don't know if I can trust my judgements any more.
Where to go now?

终于，不得不厚着脸皮问我妈：750，可以吗？
没有错。房租一月750，欧。一个让我难以启齿心疼的数字。

本以为，今年的预算增加之后，还能剩下钱周游列国。却是这样一个结局，我还是没有任何的进步。是命太贱还是冥冥中注定的？Clara我烦死了你那些星座占卜。
于是白纸黑字，我目前为止最大的投资。现在能做的，就是百分之二百的把这间屋子利用起来。
有人要来这里旅游吗？

So the embarrassment of asking for money: 750, please?
That's right. Rent is 750 per month, in Euros. A heart breaking number.

In me plan, with my mother's approval of higher budget I can save up money and travel the Europe a bit. But it turned out like this. I don't know if I'm too picky or it's just fate playing with me. And everybody thought I'm good with money.
Signed and paid, I'm officially a loser that spends parents' money, consciencelessly, abroad.
So...somebody need a couch?

家对我来说，是一个遥不可及的地方。比如说，通州。比如说，她。所以找房子过程中的种种波折都是在意料之中的。
情况是：出租单间房子的中介不肯开门；在街上布告招租的房子不是在城外就是太挤；而我还没有找到人一起合租整套公寓。
我很真诚的希望，房子能在今天解决。但希望只不过希望而已。

Home for me, is an unreachable place. For instance, Tongzhou; another example, her. So all the twists in the house searching are expected.
The situation is: the agency that rents single room won't open; houses on the notice board are either outside city or crowded; and I haven't found anyone to co-rent an apartment.
I do hope sincerely the issue to be sovled today. Hops is for the hopeless.

然后下雨。暴雨。夹有3强风，风向不定。
As hopeless as it is, it rains - pours, with tornading level 3 wind.

我又回到了这个嘈杂的城市。一切如常，没有变化。我还做着新来者的所为，却为自己已熟知周遭的一切，不知偷笑还是苦恼着。
So I'm back to this noisy city. All is the same, nothing's changed. And while performing all doings like an newcomer yet knowing the city already, I wonder if I should be pleased or depressed.

于是又一年开始了。
Hence begins another year.